Just

Just says his prayers and falls asleep
Must gets inspired by the TV
Only has a face that launched a thousand missiles into space
Lonely gets replaced by pure envy

Just can't look how I want to look

Just says he needs to go to bed
Must gets a song stuck in his head
Only goes to leave but finds a final trick still up his sleeve
Lonely thinks of life beyond the thread

Just can't look how I want to look and I
Just can't feel how I want to feel

Just feels his conscience getting light
Must drops his morals from a height
Only's in a comfort zone and hiding from the outside world
Lonely knows he's written off his life

So blame it on the government
Blame it on yourself
Blame it on the worst thing in your life if that helps

"Nothing I ever do seems to go right"
"Shaken up I can't ever get to sleep"
"In the mirror my face just looks too white"
"I believe other people perceive me as a freak"
"My friends don't ever seem to miss me as much"
"Don't bother I only ever want to stay in"
"Because I could never look and just not touch"
"I find it so hard to forgive"

Just can't look how I want to look

"Depressed I'm insecure and unimpressed"
"And then I push the boat out until I'm lost"
"Until I got all this bullshit off my chest"
"Crossed out the lines I never meant to cross"
"I don't know how to live without my addictions"
"I'm not getting better just using up time"
"I'm a self obsessed self fulfilling prediction"
"Is it really worth my while"

Just can't look how I want to look and I
Just can't feel how I want to feel and I
Just can't see things how others see them and I
Just can't be who I want to be