Friday, 14 October 2011

Tomorrows

Brace yourself for pain
Embrace the love, the loss, the gain
Well it's all part of it
Do you want to be part of it?
And teach yourself restraint
Well you are truly screwed either way
So just calm down now
Be a part of it

The days they tumble slowly over each other
We don't know where the roads end up

But I don't want to argue anymore
Just do what you want when you slam the door
I'm far too tired to try to make you see
Just do what you want for the reasons you believe

And all our yesterdays they light
The dusty, dusty way
To just one certainty
The day it murders me
And peace will calm you down
They say the second that you drown
You just calm down, now
Be a part of it

We don't know where the roads end up
We just know that they end

But I don't want to argue anymore
Just do what you want when you slam the door
I'm far too tired to try to make you see
Just do what you want for the reasons you believe
For the reasons you believe
For the reasons you believe
For the reasons you believe
For the reasons you believe
I don't want to argue anymore
Just do what you want

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Running From Tornadoes

Behind this guise, an unendable time spent clinging
As years unwind, those electrical vines keep stinging
All this time spent running from tornadoes
Be my bubble in the storm
If only 'til the dawn

Lost at sea, destined permanently to run from
Stupid dreams, how the panic-field screams like thunder
All of this time spent running from tornadoes
Be my bubble in the storm
If only 'til the dawn

Another day comes to an end
And I can feel a calm descend

You remind me that there's light left in me
Light left in me
Light left in me
Light left in me

All these ghosts just step aside
I know (oh oh oh oh oh)
All this hurt and pain subsides
I know (oh oh oh oh oh)

Sunday, 7 August 2011

The Lake

Drove out to the lake
Set my car alight
Burned it like a chain
Reduced it to a frame

If you look hard enough
There are always clues
And people determined
Hungry and bloodthirsty

You can weigh the body down
But the body will remain
Weighed double on your mind
At the bottom of the lake

Friday, 24 June 2011

Hide

This is a nightmare
What can I do?

Craving the pain
It's all I deserve
The physical pain
It's all I am worth

All you want
When you can't hide
All you want
Is to say goodbye

All you want
When you can't hide
All you want
Is to say goodbye

Monday, 9 May 2011

Ghosting

In this hidden cave a man is sheltering from the flood
Pressed against his magic box of lights and lights and lights and dripping blood
His eyes have long been bleeding from the brightness of the rays
It burns his skin and hurts him as he tries and tries and tries to look away

Living in fear
Living in fear

In the back of every taxi
In every cash-point queue
Round the bricks of every corner
The real thing could pounce on you
In the arms of every stranger
In the distance of each view
On the slabs of every pavement
The real thing could pounce on you

Thursday, 14 April 2011

Salt-Like-Space

Out, on the edge
On the sawtooth of the machine
Plastic in the river
Where lifeless bodies dream
In a chambre of concrete
Lights dart across the wall
Salt like space
Makes corpses of us all
Dead from the day
Of fulfilling the conditions
And terms of a contract
Come drown your inhibitions
In the sea, go blank
And collapse into free flight
Now you don't feel a thing
You can be something else tonight

Saturday, 5 March 2011

Cave Music

Under the mountains
If there is a cave
That is where
I want to be

Because no one could dig
A deep enough grave
To bury
My fear

Sunday, 27 February 2011

Cortisol

You feel the ladders hit the walls
The people rushing to the gate
A full invasion force
I hope you're feeling quick today

The flickering embers of a sleeping fire
The shivers descending down a grid of wires
The master pretending like he has not heard
The tectonic bending of his island world

Power to agititate the tide
You are punching at the waves
The waves of meteoric size
Here comes the rage


The flickering embers of a sleeping fire
The shivers descending down a grid of wires
The master pretending like he has not heard
The tectonic bending of his island world

The flickering static of an old TV
The merciless tactics of the stones and trees
The deafening racket of a storm at sea
The naturally tragic grip on sanity

Fluctuations, fluctuations 
All crew to their battle stations
No respite from desperate fighting
Light from darkest saturation
Must have patience, must have patience
Trust despite the situations
Just to spite the cortisol
Hormones burning up the soul
Keep calm, carry on, nothing's going on
Stop and starting, broken hearted
Blanking out those loves departed
Sanctuary from the dark
Without a light it's impossible to find
And a broken mind just breaks up further
With no one to turn to, only matter of time
Before it turns to cold-blooded murder
Stumbling around a cave and flirting with a quiet grave
Fumbling for words to say, for ways of phrasing hopeless days
In the cave rely on touch, can't feel a lot but I'll say this much
It's fucking freezing so show me a reason
Show me a reason to put up with the teasing
To get up in the morning, to stay up 'til the evening
Nothing comes easy but it shouldn't keep bleeding

Saturday, 26 February 2011

Editorial

I've got a voice
I know which way gravity points
I see faults
This is how humanity disappoints

Don't come plugging your poison to me

Aggressive little bastard
With misinformed opinions
You don't know the difference
Between illness and its symptoms

Don't come plugging your poison to me

Squelettes

A round of laughter
Comes from the cupboard
The door's wide open

Welcome to my bedroom
Des squelletes hang from their necks

I snapped them and stuffed them into the cupboard
Cuz I was sick of their endless laughter
Now I'm so tired I don't even bother
To lock the door or even to shut it
Now all I hear is laughter and chatter
So I break their necks and spit in their eyeholes
Smash in their teeth so now who is smiling
But it's too late, what's done is done and can't be changed
I...

The sound of fingernails on a wooden floor
Scraping at my temples

Thursday, 24 February 2011

Fault

It's a funny thing to distrust the dawn
It's a strange way to live your life
When all light is breakable
And faith viewed through such bruised eyes

I think I can breathe again

Turning points are of such substance
As mythical creatures from stories
Jumping's not the same as flying
Birds have no concept of falling

I think I can breathe again

Tunnelling Of Years

I've been watching
Pieces fall from
A broken wall

Stone cracks
In timelapse
Coming down it's
Rubble now

In time you'll learn to fear
The tunnelling of years
Have gone by
Too tired now to run
And deadened down succumb
To dull life

No such thing as
Solid ground
Time can wear it out
No such thing as
Endless love
Time can rip it up


In time you'll learn to fear
The tunnelling of years
Have gone by
Too tired now to run
And deadened down succumb
To dull life


The days they just devour
No mercy in the hours
Have gone by
Whichever way life steers
The tunnelling of years
Is your guide

Wednesday, 2 February 2011

The Lightning Fork

The buildings never change
The faces never stay
The sun will always be
But weather's mystery
It frightens me

Off goes my imagination
Behind my blank eyes
No mortal shock compares
With dreams of this size

They're firing like an advert
And fuelled by escape
Sometimes I step too far through
Cathy's picture frame

We're silt in a river that never dries

They're trying to lure me down
A path from the origin of a lightning fork
Why would I choose?
And why aren't I blinded by it?
Why would I choose?
And why aren't I blinded by it?

The buildings never change
The faces never stay
The sun will always be
But weather's mystery
It frightens me

We're silt in a river that never dries

They're trying to lure me down
A path from the origin of a lightning fork
Why would I choose?
And why aren't I blinded by it?
Why should I choose?
And why aren't I blinded by it?
Why would I choose?
And why aren't I blinded by it?

They're trying to lure me down
They're trying to lure me down
They're trying to lure me

Thursday, 20 January 2011

Perspex

Welcome back to the world
It feels like plastic
Like a virtual design
Or a bubble in space-time
It doesn't feel real

Of course Helen carried on
While I was in my coma
She's got a different job
And her life has moved along
It doesn't feel real

Something's numbed the cortex
It doesn't know it's awake
It thinks this is a dream
On a cloudy TV screen
It doesn't feel real

The moment that he leaves
She forgets him instantly
And she curls up back inside
Her sad screensaver mind
It doesn't feel real

It's like he never went away
But how much has survived
He's waiting for the moment
When he wakes up from his coma
It doesn't feel real

Wars, games, pain, love
I am asleep
Hope, family, romance, targets
I am asleep